If I Die lyrics - KXNG Crooked

There's killers in my backyard

Schemin' on my head

I can't believe I made it this far

I'm supposed to be dead

If I die what you gon' tell my kids?

Tell them how they father lived

Chopper in the trunk, $150, 000 whip parked outside they mother crib

Tell them how they father lived

I was a kid with a kid

That's why I did what I did

All of it wasn't positive

But shit, it is what it is

Sometimes I had to do my own dirt

To keep the lights on so you can do your homework

Sometime I did homework

Ski mask over the dome in somebodies home

That's why recording these important songs hurt

Plus around every corner karma gon' lurk

That's why I walk around with goons

Look at my face that's why I got these battle wounds

If I die what you gon' tell my kids?

Don't colour me a bad dude

I was just tryna make sure you had food

A dropout no college and grad school

Grew up fucked up put yourself in your dad shoes

Risked my life to catchup with them digits

Watch [?] bearers lower my hood brothers and ditches

While I was surrounded by roaches and rats

I ain't talking pest control I mean bustas and snitches

That time I moved you miles away

Some people was tryna touch you to bring me out to play

What I did I ain't allowed to say

But I had to do certain things to be here now today (God forgive me)

You might hear that he was a drug dealer

You might hear the feds wanna come get him

And when they ask him about his children

You gon' hear that he was in love with them

You gon' hear that he always ride for them

You gon hear that he often cried for them

And just to see them live a better life

They gone tell you he woulda died for them

If I die what you gon' tell my kids?

If I die what you gon' tell my kids?

Tell 'em how their father lived

Keep it 1 hunnad with them

Tell them who their father is

I took food to the homeless shelter

I always respect my elders

Prefer to be self educated

I question everything they tell us

My family struggle and I can't ignore it (1 hunnad)

I get money then I pay it forward (1hunnad)

Most importantly everyday you smile

Best believe I thank the creator for it

If I die what you gon' tell my kids?

Tell 'em how their father lived

The whole truth, nothing but the truth

Tell 'em who their father is (1 hunnad man)

Keep it 1 hunnad